Weight Restored

I’m not going to bullshit you and tell you that from day 1 I was 100% determined to recover, because I wasn’t. This has been the hardest journey of my life. It was even harder than recovering the first time. I’ve experienced so much since being here – I’ve been in a wheelchair and on NG and I never thought I’d get to the point where I am now. I am finally at target. Admittedly I don’t feel completely secure in my appearance but I’m growing more and more comfortable with my body, especially ma booty 😉
I’ve come to the realisation that staying at this weight is the only way I can get my life back. I can do so much more now, I can eat extra things outside of my meal plan, I’m not afraid of food and I can do all the sports and hobbies I enjoy again. Recovery is one of the hardest things I hope I ever have to go through but I can assure you it is worth it. I look back at the pictures below and I just remember how unhappy I was and how controlling my eating disorder was and how I had no hope of ever recovering.  Now I do have hope. I can do this and so can you.

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Chin up chikkas
Love Lucy x

*note from Anna – Doesn’t she look so much more beautiful now?? I love my Lucy lou and I am so infinitely proud of her. Keep fighting and you’ll win my lovelies.

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7 thoughts on “Weight Restored

  1. Dancing in the rain aoifs... says:

    I am so very proud of you and how far you have come and all you have achieved Lucy,i see a little sparkle back in your beautiful eyes. Please remember that just because you are at a target weight you have to be,act,feel okay all the time. I know that anorexia recovery is alot more than just weight gain. But you are doing FANTASTIC. Please keep going in the right direction and live the wonderful life you deserve xxx

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